As I've written, we are new to Fem Dom...so we explore and test limits and find more and more pleasure. She's enjoyed the cock extension more times now than I can count. When we use it, we have the closeness of my fucking her, but she comes on that big cock without fail. I just can't last long enough to make her cum that way and I certainly don't fill her up like it does.
She is still an incredibly generous and giving lover...more so than ever. So it's not as though all our sex is focused on her dominating me in some way. Hell, much of our sex isn't even kinky. However, we do play a lot and highlight the memories, the anticipation, and the new passions that our discoveries have created.
Another area that we probably never thought we would enjoy was ruined orgasms. For years I've enjoyed being teased and denied the release of an orgasm, but she always gave in when we took it too far. So many times she smiled or laughed gently when I lost control and pumped my cum into her or exploded in her mouth or her hand. So, she wasn't sure she would even be able to just sit back and watch as cum pumped or oozed out of my cock.
I had read a lot about ruined orgasms and seen many videos showing how hot it could be, but I just didn't think it would be that different from an orgasm fulfilled. Well, she's now done it to me three times...three ruined orgasms. And I love the experience and want a lot more. Each time it has happened after she took me to the edge a dozen or more times. She laughs, taunts me, teases, and just keeps pushing me toward that point of no return. Two nights ago she gave me the most amazing ruined orgasm I could imagine...after taking me to the brink so many times and encouraging me to suck and squeeze and worship her amazing tits...she gave me one of the hottest experiences we've ever shared.
I begged her to stop pumping me but she kept at it...laughing gently...then just as I got to the brink she stopped. The cum just didn't ooze out...it erupted and exploded. It was a huge load, to be expected I guess since she'd denied me for over a week. She commented about my big load as it pumped out. Amazingly, I had drained myself, but I got very little pleasure out of it. There was cum everywhere, which she immediately started feeding to me. I could tell it was a different sort of orgasm because I hungrily swallowed my own cum...she noticed and kept talking to me and telling me what a slut I was!
I suppose it's all part of dominating and denying me. We enjoy adding to the fantasy and the possibilities and I suppose longer term chastity is something we both want. The more I read about it and learn about other people's experiences, the more I know that longer term chastity will require draining my balls and prostate every so often. The ruined orgasm was so tantalizing to me...to think of waiting two weeks or even three, only to have my cum drained while she giggles and teases me. God, it's incredible how much I love putting her in charge! It's a love made deeper and stronger.
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