Enjoying the Changes as I Become More and More Sub...

I'm sorry it's been a few months since my last post. I have been following a lot of the cuckold and fem-dom graphical logs on Tumblr. But frankly, I find that nothing beats the written communication from a real blog.  However, it does require a lot more time investment.  A few of you seem to enjoy it at least, and it's a great venting and release opportunity for me.

For those of you into cuckolding, femdom, or some of these related kinks, I am betting that this entry will ring true with you.  I am writing about the evolution...the changes in the relationship and in our sexuality that seem to progress from the first time your lady fucks another man, or from the first time you suck cock or wear panties, etc.  It's amazing to me how we grow and change.

There are even physical changes in me that are more and more evident.  First, there is no doubt that my problem with premature ejaculation has gotten worse!  I am almost certainly worse at fucking her than I was a year ago.  Some of this is no doubt because of her enjoyment of teasing me with relentless hand jobs and slutty talk.  She strokes and plays with my cock almost constantly and I'm constantly begging her to stop or take it easy on me. We have an understanding that ALL my orgasms are to be controlled by her.  This means that I cannot make myself cum without her permission or participation.  I do wear the chastity cage a good bit, but not constantly.  So, when she is playing with me, I always assume she will ultimately want me to fuck her...so I'm fearful that I'll cum to fast.  She is relentless and does not listen to me very well...most of the time she stops in time to leave me dripping at the edge.  However, she also likes to ruin my orgasms.  It's happened dozens of times now and her sympathy for my plight during a ruined orgasm is noticeably less.

So, with all this stimulation and orgasm denial, maybe it's not surprising that my control over my orgasms is getting worse.  I should note that I have never cum without stimulation or before entering her...so I guess my problem isn't as extreme as some guys.  In order to be clear, let me give a little more information.  For instance, if she takes my cock out and starts pumping me with the intent to get me close, then it requires well under a minute to get me to the edge...from 5 to 50 strokes I think.  If it's fucking though, it can be much worse....from 1 stroke to 20 strokes is common.  This has been frustrating for her, so we've used the cock sleeve/extension quite a bit.

I have read elsewhere that chastity cages can lead to problems sustaining erections and premature cumming.  In my case, this is definitely true...being denied for a week or more will always lead to a quick pop.  Both she and I have the dream that we will find her a few regular guys who can always give her the hard and long fucking that she needs, so the consequences of my cumming are mitigated.  She fucks a few guys, but none are very regular at the moment...still an ongoing search.  But in the mean time, my lady has had to be satisfied with getting off on her fingers, the vibrator, my tongue, or the cock sleeve.

This in turn just makes me feel more submissive and feminine.  She enjoys my cumming...laughs a lot, feeds me a lot of cum, plus she also knows that I love the humiliation.  Maybe this is some kind of process that makes me subservient to her, more sissified, or something like that.  Just this weekend after talking her through a wonderful orgasm and giving her lots of tongue and helping her use her vibrator, she commented on being completely satisfied...not needing my cock.  It had been days since I'd cum, so she let me fuck her hand to a ruined orgasm.  Then later when I begged and got her off again on her vibe and fingers, she let me slip my cock into her drenched pussy after her orgasm.  I got my "little cock" in, but she wriggled her ass and pussy and pulled the cum out before I could complete 5 strokes.  She laughed and pushed my cock out, asking if I enjoyed my "little pity fuck".

She knows I like to service a local guy orally...in fact, she encourages me to do it as long as I don't cum from it.  He isn't interested in touching me or my pleasure, so that's not a problem.  I wear panties quite often, in part so I feel more feminine and submissive to him.  I have also totally shaved my cock and balls, just because it looks better in panties and chastity cages...she completely agrees.

She claims that she doesn't want me too feminine and I'm not a sissy...but my shaved cock sure looks feminine in panties!  She also feeds me a lot of cum and encourages me to suck cock whenever I can.  She has fucked some big cocks lately, and I'm so proud that she admits to wanting a regular fuck mate with a bigger cock and better control than mine.  Hell, her biggest fantasy is to have a dominant man fuck her good while talking to me and demonstrating how a "real man" fucks her!

Even as I get myself to the edge and know that I will not break the rules and cum without her permission, I feel desperately slutty and needy.  But now things have changed...I now NEED to feel slutty and needy in order to cum!

I hope you enjoy and I'd love to hear from you on here or at my email: curiousrob9900 at yahoo dot com.

She's Gaining Control and I Love It

As I've written, we are new to Fem Dom...so we explore and test limits and find more and more pleasure. She's enjoyed the cock extension more times now than I can count.  When we use it, we have the closeness of my fucking her, but she comes on that big cock without fail.  I just can't last long enough to make her cum that way and I certainly don't fill her up like it does.

She is still an incredibly generous and giving lover...more so than ever.   So it's not as though all our sex is focused on her dominating me in some way.  Hell, much of our sex isn't even kinky.  However, we do play a lot and highlight the memories, the anticipation, and the new passions that our discoveries have created.

Another area that we probably never thought we would enjoy was ruined orgasms.  For years I've enjoyed being teased and denied the release of an orgasm, but she always gave in when we took it too far.  So many times she smiled or laughed gently when I lost control and pumped my cum into her or exploded in her mouth or her hand.  So, she wasn't sure she would even be able to just sit back and watch as cum pumped or oozed out of my cock.

I had read a lot about ruined orgasms and seen many videos showing how hot it could be, but I just didn't think it would be that different from an orgasm fulfilled.  Well, she's now done it to me three times...three ruined orgasms.  And I love the experience and want a lot more.  Each time it has happened after she took me to the edge a dozen or more times.  She laughs, taunts me, teases, and just keeps pushing me toward that point of no return.  Two nights ago she gave me the most amazing ruined orgasm I could imagine...after taking me to the brink so many times and encouraging me to suck and squeeze and worship her amazing tits...she gave me one of the hottest experiences we've ever shared.

I begged her to stop pumping me but she kept at it...laughing gently...then just as I got to the brink she stopped.  The cum just didn't ooze out...it erupted and exploded.  It was a huge load, to be expected I guess since she'd denied me for over a week.  She commented about my big load as it pumped out.  Amazingly, I had drained myself, but I got very little pleasure out of it.  There was cum everywhere, which she immediately started feeding to me.  I could tell it was a different sort of orgasm because I hungrily swallowed my own cum...she noticed and kept talking to me and telling me what a slut I was!

I suppose it's all part of dominating and denying me.  We enjoy adding to the fantasy and the possibilities and I suppose longer term chastity is something we both want.  The more I read about it and learn about other people's experiences, the more I know that longer term chastity will require draining my balls and prostate every so often.  The ruined orgasm was so tantalizing to me...to think of waiting two weeks or even three, only to have my cum drained while she giggles and teases me.  God, it's incredible how much I love putting her in charge!  It's a love made deeper and stronger.

She's Calling the Shots

The last four times we've had sex, she has chosen to fuck me with the extension instead of my naked cock.  Last night was the latest, and every time is simply incredible.  Like many of you, there is something about soft humiliation that makes me crazy.  She feels my cock throb or pulse every time she teases or humiliates me a little, so I don't see her slowing down anytime soon.  She's not really a size queen...at least it hasn't been mostly about cock size with her.  But this big cock extension really does it for her.  The main reason she is asking me to use the extension is control...I have been cumming so quick that she just doesn't get a good fucking.  

Last weekend I really let her down and since then, she's insisted on my using the extension.  She was so horny and so sexy sitting on my couch and telling me to lick her pussy.  I dove in, feeling thankful as I usually do for the opportunity to lick her.  I was really working her pussy with tongue, lips, and fingers.  Her clit is amazingly sensitive and sometimes she likes to fuck my face really hard.  I was in heaven...working more and more fingers.  One of the reasons I like the opportunity to lick her and finger her aggressively is that I can get her pussy stretched out a bit.  That usually helps me last longer if I get to fuck her.  You guys who have control problems should try that.

But anyway, she was being an incredibly hot slut on this night. I had four fingers deep into her pussy and she was just flooding her pussy with lubrication.  I was nervous when she had me bring my cock closer to her face.  She has this expert touch with my cock...pumping me close to cumming at will and making me beg her to stop.  She licked me and sucked me as well.  I was way more on edge than I should have been if I was going to fuck her well.  But she got up on all fours and told me to fuck her and that I better not cum.  She made me promise I could control it, at least for a little while. I got into position, even having butterflies.  But her pussy was just perfect and my cock slipped in much easier than I expected.  

Two strokes.  Less than 5 seconds.  I stopped and begged her to stop moving too...but it had started. She could feel it...the pulses...there was no hope to hold it back.  I banged it into her as my cum oozed out.  She was cussing and complaining even as I drove it into her to finish.  I'll never forget a couple of things she said "What the fuck was that?" and later she said "Now, I'll have to go to bed completely unsatisfied.".  She told me how I hadn't even gotten started..."two strokes"..."i told you not to cum".  Then she told me to "get down there and clean it up".  God, I can't recall ever being so turned on AFTER I came.  I really went after her pussy and my cum...she fucked my face and told me to get every fucking drop.  Even though I was enjoying my cum I really did feel bad.  Her pussy was so spread open and in need of fucking.

The next morning she awoke horny but didn't even touch my cock.  She turned over and rubbed her ass against me, telling me to slip it in before I got too close to cumming.  I did...but i was careful.  After a few strokes I had to slow down again, she warned me not to cum.  And then when I had to slow down, she told me to get the extension because she didn't trust me.  I carefully slipped the extension over my aching cock and lubed it up good.  It's quite large and I don't want to hurt her.  I drove it in without feeling a thing while she moaned loudly and fucked back against it.  

This was a woman who was not going to go without being satisfied again!  I watched with amazement as the entire cock extension sunk into my lady's pussy.  She was fucking me back so hard that I could feel it in my head...even getting close to cumming once.  She was very vocal in her praise for that big cock...telling me how I could never last this long without the extension.  She came on that big cock and fucked me back hard.  I don't usually get to fuck her much after she cums...I usually cum at the same time and lose my hard on immediately.  She loved the extra fucking that I gave her with the extension.

It's becoming clear she loves this cock extension more than she lets on.  I think it really surprises her, but twice since then she's cum on the extension.  One time she got me close 8 or 10 times with her hand...giggling and teasing the whole time. She often makes me count strokes with her hand until I make her stop...once it's down to 2 or 3 strokes she knows she has all the power and she makes sure that I know that no orgasms will be permitted unless I ask permission!

When I'm like that, she doesn't even bother with fucking my naked cock at all..straight to the extension.  She has found that she can even use her clit massager when I'm using the extension.  When my cock is naked, I can't let her do that or I'll cum immediately.  Every time I've fucked her with the extension she has cum....whereas with my cock, it's probably less than half the time.

Last night was kind of a romantic mood for our sex.  We needed to be close and intimate.  But she soon realized that she needed a lot of oral too.  So once I got my tongue inside her, she began to get sluttier and sluttier...she got me close with her hand a few times.  Giggling and enjoying the effect it has on me.    Knowing my cock wouldn't be much good to her like that..she let me fuck her for a minute or two.  She kept telling me not to cum but soon realized that was futile...."I don't trust you.  Go get the extension" she said.  I slipped it on and came back to see her ass up on a pillow to give me a good angle.  I rubbed the huge head up and down her wet slit...teasing that clit a lot.  Then it slipped in, just as easy and natural as if it was mine.  She just moans softly as it goes impossibly deep.  I get butterflies again when she says again that she can't believe how good it feels, how much it feels like fucking me...except with a huge cock of course.  She came quickly as I was really figuring out how to fuck her with this huge extension.  I gave her long hard strokes that I didn't think she could handle...she handled them and loved them.  She came and I kept fucking, like I hadn't done for years.  She was thankful and loving every stroke.  

When I finally stopped and pulled out, I licked that cock extension to taste her cum.  She smiled and watched me clean it up.  She loves that.  I slipped my naked cock in her stretched out pussy for a few strokes...had to stop a lot and she laughed and told me to stop, that I couldn't be trusted. "That's enough", she said.  I love that toy...maybe I'm jealous of it too...but it has sure made us both happy.  She decides when I cum and my desire just builds and builds...and I can't tell you how amazing it is to know my woman is in control and is more than I can ever handle!!  

    

Bring on the Strap-On!

Well, I got my wish and my lady liked it a lot more than she expected to!  I have now been well and truly fucked with a strap-on dildo.  I had been hinting around but I didn't have to beg...she wanted it and she's glad she did it!  The dildo is a nice black one with a big head.  We have seen bigger ones on line, but it's bigger than my cock and seems to be just about right!  LOL.

Unfortunately our attempts at capturing video and stills were unsuccessful due to bad lighting, but we will remedy this next time and I'll share some photos.  I really do want to share the experience and to encourage those of you are who are curious to give it a try.  I really do have a better understanding of what it's like for her to take a cock inside her...there is this powerful sense of giving up control and subjugating my pleasure to hers (or least there would be if she had a real cock...lol).  But she did enjoy it and gain more pleasure than either of us expected.

First she came out wearing the strap on and a lovely lace camisole top.  She had me blindfolded and on my knees to suck "her cock".  It doesn't seem as though a woman would get real pleasure from something like that, but she did!  OK, we had inserted a small bullet vibrator behind the strap on cock for her to enjoy...but make no mistake about it, she grabbed my head and really fucked my mouth.  Making me gag a little...which elicited that wonderful naughty laugh of hers!  I sucked and stroked it like it was a real cock and I was focused on nothing but pleasuring its owner!  Holding my lady's wonderful ass while I suck a big cock that was driving towards my throat was incredibly intense and fulfilling!

But there was more to come...so much more.  We lubed up the big black cock really well and I assumed my position on my back with my ass up on a pillow and my legs up in the air.  She was strong and persistent, even while being careful not to hurt me.  At first, I was tense and the pain was too intense...I asked her to back off for a minute, but she was back soon, telling me to relax and adding lubricant.  Soon, my deep breaths relaxed me and I felt the wonderful sensation of that head entering me.  I was actually a little afraid she would be too nice and take it too easy on me...but she kept at it.  She wanted me and she knew I needed to be well fucked.

i moaned or gasped on every stroke, but that cock kept coming and opening me up.  She found a rhythm and kept working it in.  Every now and then the pressure on my prostate would make me feel like my cum was gushing out, but it wasn't.  She stroked me hard and pumped me quite a bit while driving it in...I had to beg her to stop several times because I didn't have permission to cum.  Finally, her rhythm took it all the way in...to the balls.  I couldn't believe it..and I don't think she could either....she was fucking me hard and steady and I had taken it all the way.

She told me she was glad that we had gotten the bigger dildo...and I was too.  I was somehow glad that it hurt some...but I did feel like a slut who wanted more cock.  I wanted to impress her by taking the entire length and feed our fantasies of me taking real cock regularly.  There was a sort of pride at stake, even as I gave myself to her completely.  There is a real submission that takes place and it is fair to say that she has assumed status above and beyond her usual position as my princess.  While taking that cock on that Saturday afternoon, I vowed to submit to a good fucking whenever she decides she wants it.  The fantasies began running through my head even as I took that dildo about taking strap ons from other women while she shares me...I was transitioned to being a slut for cock, cum, and dildos!!

Then she said it...while fucking me steady and deep, she asked me if I was her slut.  I said yes...yes...half gasping and half talking.  And again, it's weird....but I am proud of being her slut!  I'm proud that she wanted me to be her slut!!

I could have cum on numerous occasions while taking that big dildo.  But I begged her to stop stroking me.  After a good 10 or 15 minutes of fucking, she pulled out and told me she needed a good fucking.  After taking off the strap on and cleaning up a little bit, she told me not to come back to bed without bringing the big extension.  She wasn't ready for me to cum yet, but she needed to be filled up.  I beam with pride every time she expresses a need to be filled up with a big cock...

I put on the strap on and plunged the huge cock into her soaking wet pussy.  I kept wondering, how could she be THIS wet from just fucking me...but she was.  She was more than ready for that big cock. I couldn't feel a thing, but she was moaning and humping back into me as I drove that big cock into her.     It took her no time to cum...her finger on her clit and my big extension probing her...i felt pride again as she came.

When she came, she was NOT done.  I fucked her to the best of my ability with that big strap on.  She was of course even wetter and positively sloppy after cumming on that cock.  I kept on fucking her with her pulling me in and moaning.  At one point, she said breathlessly, "Why does it feel SO good?".  I just smiled and told her because it was twice the size of my cock and twice as thick and yet she felt my warmth and had my lips to kiss.  Perfect for a submissive cuckold who loves putting his princess on a pedestal.

Since then I've cum a couple of times, once in her hand and once after a very disappointing two strokes in her pussy.  That's another post, but she has cum on that extension two more times and I've never felt more under the control of her passion AND her heart.   She keeps insisting it will get even better, but it seems like heaven right now!

More to come soon with a few pictures as well...

A Cuckold Couple Discovering FemDom

I'm sorry it's been so long since I wrote anything on our blog.  I suppose we got distracted when we discovered Tumblr and the photo/caption blogs there about cuckolding and female dominant relationships.  We continue to explore and stretch our horizons.  While we love a threesome with the right guy, it's just so hard to find the perfect match, so we push our own kinky interest horizons with just the two of us as well.

My lady knows I'm bi and crave cock sometimes...hell, she is into me being with guys at least as much as I am!  And she likes to tease me about how much I want cock.  So our talking soon progressed to anal play with toys and such.  I soon had to admit that I wanted her to fuck me with a strap on.

We are at a point in our relationship where she likes to control my every orgasm.  Orgasm denial is a big thing for us.  She gets any and all orgasms she wants, and I usually wait a week or more between orgasms.  She has grown to enjoy this position of power more and more.  She likes to torture and tease me and has become a master of it.  One problem has been that she prefers to cum on my cock, but I just don't have the control to fuck her much without cumming.

She is such an amazing lover that she doesn't even let that stand in the way, she enjoys teasing and humiliating me when I cum too fast.  She likes to make me count the strokes until I have to stop...or count the number of times she pumps me with her hand before I can't stand it anymore.  Typically she quickly works me down from over 100 to 6 or 7 strokes before I have to make it stop.  A few times we have screwed it up and she goes one stroke too far...resulting in my ruined orgasm.  She won't pump me to completion, but the cum sort of oozes out and I don't really have the relief of an orgasm.  Some of  you cuckolds or subs will know what an intense turn-on that kind of teasing is.

As a good sub, I am always trying to give her what she wants...good hard fucking without my cumming too fast.  So I read about these extensions that go over your cock and are thick enough that the man doesn't cum but the woman gets a good fucking.  I shopped and found a really nice one...very expensive and realistic, premium silicone...and quite big too.  It took a little practice, but now she cums every time I fuck her with this extension and I usually don't cum anymore.  You can see from the picture below what she likes about the extension.

As you can see, the extension basically doubles the size of my cock.  And it's nice and thick too.  A tip to you ladies out there who sometimes complain that dildos can be too cold...these expensive silicone extensions quickly assume body temperature.  She loves that.  The extension has been a wonderful addition to our sex life...it is pretty thick so I usually don't cum (though sometimes I have).

Perhaps the best part for me is that she chooses when she fucks the extension or when I just give her oral to get her off.  We have found a new lover for her, so hopefully you'll read more about him soon.  He is bi and loves to be sucked by man and woman...so we'll have a blast with that.  And he's already proven to have much better control than I do during sex.  We are seeing him again this weekend.

I am really enjoying how our relationship has become female led...she seeks out and gets the pleasures that she needs and that in turn takes me to new heights of arousal.  I expect to give her the ultimate control soon...she will be fucking me with a strap-on dildo really soon.  Stay tuned.

Feel free to send me questions or emails...would be wonderful to get to know more couples who are into this part of the lifestyle.

Anticipation - A Cuckold's Adrenalin

As I told my lady recently, we need more ammunition for my blog!  She agreed and we laughed about it.  We did have some fun at Halloween, but it was pretty low key...more about drinking and laughing than sex.  However, it is always a thrill for me to go out with her to a lifestyle event...I just love seeing her in a sexual atmosphere...love the hands on her, the kisses, the flirting.  She knows I love that and has fun with it.  We were hanging out with a fun and sexy couple, the female member of which is bi, so I am hoping to see her enjoying some female on female play again soon.  But as it was, she shared her amazing breasts with several fun people that night and I watched and glowed with the pride that only a cuckold knows!

We are making plans for a great weekend.  Her first and hopefully regular black lover will be joining us  along with his girlfriend for dinner and play on Saturday night.  I enjoy talking to the female half of the couple.  She and I do a lot of the planning...she loves sharing her man and he is certainly able to satisfy two ladies at once.  We enjoy getting closer with our playmates so there is a higher comfort level, more relaxation, and the opportunity for better and better sex.  At times, I have had to encourage my lady to play, but not with this guy.  She took no convincing at all and is looking forward to a night of being the center of attention.  It is times like this when I know she enjoys the freedom and power of the cuckold lifestyle and being my hot lady.

As with anyone who keeps a blog about sexual escapades or just about any cuckold, I pretty much live in a high state of sexual arousal.  So anticipation isn't new to me, but at times like this it runs amuck.  She is so good at making me crazy anyway, and the interaction between the two of them on Saturday will take me to new heights.  As I wrote before, she loves kissing him...they kissed a lot on the first night and her hands were all over his muscular body.  Having a whole evening of privacy, I expect she will get her fill of his mouth, his body, and his cock.  I will ask to be teased, but I don't have to ask...she knows how to do it and she is getting better at controlling my sex drive and my orgasms.  So, wish us luck for a great night...and I will share the highlights, including some pictures.

I'll be back blogging in a few days.  Feel free to drop me a note...

A Cuckold in Chastity

Well, I have disclosed so much in this blog, I might as well admit that I also enjoy being in chastity for my lady!  For the last year or so, we have been playing with keeping me locked in a chastity device.  We aren't as hard core about it as some...a few days at a time is our maximum so far.  But I do love the control that it gives my lady and the control I lose over my own orgasms.  As a cuckold, I have already put my lady firmly in control...so I view the chastity as another level of that control and also as a way to prolong and delay my own pleasure.

The kind we use is a CB3000.  It's plastic and the tube over the cock is essentially secured to a ring behind the balls.  This way, if my cock tries to harden it pulls on the anchor ring and squeezes my balls.  It can be quite painful and it certainly discourages a hard on.  After playing with this and enjoying being teased for sort of a weekend at a time, I am now locked up for a whole 4 day business trip.  You can see the device in the pic below...my caged cock on her amazing tits!

We are building up to what should be a wonderful weekend...a Lifestyle Halloween party at a nearby swingers club.  My girl will bring along another date and we will also be hanging out with another couple we know.  My lady will be the center of attention and she will no doubt tease me mercilessly...because she knows I love that so much!

These few days building up to it are driving me completely insane.  I want to stroke my cock so much...but that's impossible in the cage.  Today I had the extra torment of chatting with the guy we hope to be our next playmate.  Like me, he is away on a business trip.  She has met him for lunch, but we haven't played together yet.  The thing is...this guy has the biggest cock I've ever seen (at least outside the movies or freakish website pics).  He is huge...over 9 inches and more than 6 inches around.  He likes to show it off on webcam...so I've seen him pump it by webcam a few times.  This morning he came for me online...but I couldn't even touch mine.  He loves big tits...so he is anxious to slap that thick piece of meat between my lady's tits.  But he also knows how to tease me...he tells me that I will be sucking her juices off his giant cock, as well as guiding it into her pussy.  He also told me that he loves giving facials and I should expect to have my face slapped by that massive cock too.

All these things give me chills and butterflies.  I don't know what it means that I am more into big cocks than my lady is...but I am fairly sure she will love fucking this hung stud.  I am counting the days til he's back in town and I was flattered to hear how turned on he is by the thought of BOTH me and my lady servicing his massive cock.

Once again, I know I am the luckiest man alive.  My lady loves knowing that I enjoy sucking cock and she is more than happy to indulge my fantasies.  I suppose she has it pretty good too...as I constantly remind her, she can fuck any man she wants, any time she wants and still have me waiting for her, loving her, and doing my best to fulfill every desire!  Yes, I am a cuckold...and being in touch with these needs and fantasies has only made my sex life better!

I hope someone out there is enjoying this blog.  If you have any ideas for other blogs I should follow or how to get better get the word out on this one..please email me at curiousrob9900@yahoo.com.

She Plays Again While I'm Away

Well, my lady really enjoys her new black lover.  She got together with him and his girl to play while I was 3,000 miles away on business!  I knew by text message that she was meeting them, but she made sure to tantalize me by not sharing details until she was done.  I love when she drives me crazy like that!

This is what a cuckold dreams of...my lady being horny enough to fuck her playmates whenever she wants. I know he flirted with her all day by text message and she was horny as hell and ready to fuck.  She made it clear that she was going to fuck him that night...so I was on edge all evening imagining her enjoying that big black cock for the second time!

She said they didn't have a lot of time, so basically they moved quickly...making out and going straight to fucking and sucking.  Ellen really likes to ride a hard cock and especially loves being taken from behind.  However, when a man takes charge and pulls her legs up on his shoulders, she loves taking that cock as deep as she can get it!  You can see her really enjoying herself in the pic shown here.  Notice how her legs are up high and he's using his muscles to drive it home!

Notice her hands tenderly caressing his neck and face...she's relaxed and comfortable being my slut for black cock!  The other cuckolds among you or guys into hot wifing or otherwise sharing their ladies will recognize the combination of jealousy, pride, and raw desire that something like this brings out!

His lady took the pictures and it's clear from all the pics that she loves fucking this guy...and I couldn't be happier about it!  That night and just about every day since I have thanked her for taking that big black cock in her slutty pussy for me.  I hope to hear from many of you who understand that feeling and that pride and the desire it creates.

She told me soon after it was over that she had cum with him that night!  That gave me chills.  It rarely happens...she has cum with maybe 2 other guys in all the play time we've had.  She told me that she loves the way he eats her and how he focuses on her clit.  Combined with his strong muscular body and the great fucking he gives her, she was relaxed and comfortable enough to cum with him.  We are both sure it won't be her last time cumming with him...I hope I am there soon to see it happen.

I love to try and put myself in his place...wondering how he sees my girl, hot it feels to know she gets wet seeing pictures of him or flirting with him, and how powerful he must feel to be able to service my lady's pussy whenever he wants.  She knows she is giving me what I want and it sure doesn't hurt that she is so into his muscular hard body that her pussy gets wet for him.

I know they are talking about what comes next for us.  She told me that he is OK with me using my tongue and fingers on her clit while he fucks her...so I have been envisioning being underneath her while he plows into her pussy doggie style!  I'll be sure to write about it...it's a dream I've had for years!  I hope to share it's fulfillment with you all...

Her First Black Cock

Perhaps it's an unfortunate title.  I mean, we haven't had that many playmates and it isn't like we need the guy to be black in order for it to be hot and amazing.  Nevertheless, we fantasized, we talked a lot about it, and we had done a bit of searching for a black guy as a playmate.  So it is sort of newsworthy that my lady enjoyed her first time with a black guy...and I'm quite certain it won't be her last.

I think more women have that fantasy than will admit, and I know practically all cuckolds must share it!  So were thrilled to meet a couple through Kasidie on the web who seemed friendly, sociable, smart, and sexy...and they were nearby!  They appeared to be a great fit, as they shared pics of him with other women and her with other black men.  It's ideal for us when a woman enjoys sharing her man.  We got to know each other with some emails, texts, and even a phone call. And we enjoyed a comfortable dinner and a few drinks for our first meet.  I could tell right away that Ellen liked them both and was attracted to him.  He really is a great guy...easy to talk to, smart, and interesting.  He's also a part-time body builder and she absolutely loves a big muscular guy.  We agreed after that dinner to find an opportunity to meet again soon and look for an opportunity to play together.

We've been in the lifestyle long enough to know how to manage expectations and not get too excited. We have always been a bit picky and there are plenty of times that she just doesn't click with the man.  However, we fantasized a little about the potential for this to be her first black cock.  She loves teasing me anyway, so she'd drop a few hints and references to what may be coming.  I was hopeful and excited, but not expecting too much.  It didn't hurt that we had all done some texting back and forth and it was clear that he was really into my lady...and Ellen was enjoying the attention!

We met them on a Friday evening and picked right up where we had left off.  Conversation was easy.  The flirting was good.  She sat close to him and there was just a hint of touching..hands on legs, etc.  This part of the experience is sort of like a long slow escalator for me...the anticipation builds, the relationship grows level by level, and I find myself lost in the semi-delirium of knowing a fantasy will be fulfilled. Perhaps best of all, I am sure that Ellen is enjoying herself for her own reasons.  She is confident in what we have and clearly not worried about our stability and our love.  She is a woman in pursuit of pleasure...knowing that she can fulfill herself in several ways and fulfill her man in even more ways beyond that.

Coming back to our place, everyone was still so well behaved.  It was just nice and comfortable with lots of small talk and it's clear that the term "friends with benefits" will apply here.  But of course, with a terrific hot tub lurking on the deck, there was no chance of keeping our clothes on all night!

Soaking naked on a beautiful night is erotic regardless of the company, but it was truly electric to watch the four of us come together.  And particularly to see her drawn into his arms in the water.  We love kissing and it's important to her.  So I was relieved to see her relax and plunge into those kisses with him.  She was moaning softly as they both explored each other's mouth.  Their tongues twisting and playing and I was right there to watch.  She stroked my hard cock some, but she was mostly exploring his muscles, just as he was exploring her body.  His lady was so sexy as she too hung on her man kissing and touching and watching closely.  I heard Ellen telling us what a good kisser he was and seeing her lock eye contact with him and his woman was just an amazing subtle hint at how well it was all going.  They really made out for a long time.  I enjoyed that exquisite feeling of losing control of her as she made it clear she was doing exactly as she pleased.  They must have kissed and caressed continually for 15 minutes or so...my cock achingly hard the entire time.

Soon she returned to me and we kissed and touched as she told me how much she was enjoying his body, his kisses, and the whole night.  As she climbed over me to kiss me, my hard cock brushed across her swollen lips and she took me inside...while under the water.  We don't fuck in the hot tub much, but this time there was no stopping hit.  Our new friend had certainly warmed her up for me...she was drenched and swollen.  Perfect for fucking. We got in a lot more grinding and thrusting than I thought we would.  I took it easy because I didn't want to cum..so I had to stop her several times and again later as she sucked me and stroked me.  We got to watch another sexy couple as well...she obviously loved giving head as much as Ellen does, so I couldn't stop thinking about how much attention his cock was going to get that night!

It went on for a while since we are all so into foreplay.  But of course, we were headed for my king sized bed very soon.  I can't emphasize enough how selfless and considerate this whole experience was.  He was a master of keeping his lady involved and satisfied even while it was obvious that he'd soon be fucking Ellen.  We began on the bed with both ladies on their backs holding hands and lightly touching as we licked and serviced our respective partners!  I knew from the sounds that he must be good at that too..as he made his lady cum and literally flood the bed with her juices.  Ellen was enjoying my tongue as well, but I also knew that she was probably very glad the he obviously knew how to use his tongue.  There was no rush as we moved from lots of mutual touching to focusing on one or both of their bodies for a while.  It was striking to watch him go down on Ellen...her gorgeous legs spread wide and his faced buried in her.  His lady was sort of riding his strong back a lot of the time..kissing his neck and stroking all over him.  I knew Ellen would need cock soon...but even she was enjoying the build up.

Eventually he couldn't take it any more and he told his lady to lie back on her back.  He mounted her and rolled her partly up on her shoulders so he could get her legs all the up on his shoulders and he buried his cock into her.   We were right there...watching every move.  I have to say that as nice as his body was and as much as I knew she loved muscles in general...she was in love with his ass from the first photo she saw of it.  It only took a few seconds for Ellen's hand to go to his ass.  She had the most amazing lustful sound in her voice as she commented out loud about it.  She rubbed and squeezed and enjoyed the hard muscles there and in his legs.  He was really taking care of his lady and I wondered what he had planned for Ellen.  Then he finally told her he was ready if she was.  I heard his lovely lady give him blissful consent to share that cock with my lady.

Ellen lay back so quickly and willingly.  I'm not sure whose breaths were coming quicker or shallower, but I know that I'd never seen Ellen want another cock as much as she wanted his.  He lifted her ass up and got her legs way up before plunging into her.  It only took seconds for them to find a rhythm.  Her whimpers and moans began ramping up.   I stole a few kisses and caressed her amazing breasts, but mostly I watched as she took the cock we had both been fantasizing about.  It was indescribable for me of course.  Another cuckold would understand what I was feeling, but the clarity and focus of the moment was just amazing.  It's hard to say how long each phase took...he told his lady to get up on all fours while he was still balling Ellen.  His muscles flexed as he moved her body how he wanted and she just enjoyed it all.  He asked her if she wanted it doggie style too...and she wasted no time in saying yes.

He pulled out and took his lady firmly by the hips.  I don't know if Ellen was feeling jealous...but I was.   I was jealous of his control and his power and I also couldn't wait to see him taking my girl like that.  She was up on all fours...watching and waiting.  She was obedient and surprisingly patient.  It was all lovely and harmonious.  He returned...grabbed her hips firmly and entered her quickly and easily.  The first expression was "Oh God" but soon she was lost in a constant stream of gasps and "oh fuck" and "jesus".  And yes, my favorite...she looked back at him and begged him to fuck her..more than once.  It was such a hard and deep fucking I worried a little that he would hurt her.  While was driving it in, he even told me I was a lucky man and what a great pussy she had.  He commented on how tight she was.

I was close to cumming myself this whole time, but those remarks really brought me to the brink.  I just love her pussy...worship it really.  I knew he was stretching her out nicely and was probably bigger than me.  I knew she wouldn't feel tight to me when I plunged into her, so I was in heaven.  He had to go back and take care of his woman, so he left my lady up on her knees and desperately in need of more cock. She told me to give her some more cock but not to cum.  I got up on my knees and slipped inside the most heavenly pussy I have ever or will ever know.  She fucked me back and I had to hold her off.  I had to fight off cumming, even though I was enjoying sloppy seconds from my lady's first black cock.  I couldn't last long anyway and he was back again to fill her up.

They really found their rhythm this time.  He was driving it into her in that lovely downward angle and she was letting us all know that he knew exactly how to fuck her.  She gasped at me what a great cock he had.  And then as he tightened his grip on her hips he literally made her scream with pleasure...something she had told him she didn't do.  The conquest was complete.  This was the best fuck she had gotten since we've been in the lifestyle.  She was also proud that several times he had to hold her hips off or slow her down because she was fucking him back so expertly.  Her sexy hips wanted more cock and she had my blessing to go after it.

Things began to ramp down a little.  It was very late and his woman fucked the cum out of him as we watched.  It was really the only time I had seen a man fully serve and satisfy two women single handedly like that.  After realizing how late it was, we had to part ways soon thereafter.  But after we said goodbye with some nice kisses and words of flattery, my girl grabbed my hand and took me upstairs, saying "I'm not through with you yet".  This is really the indication that our communication and trust had paid off...she had loved every minute of giving me the gift that I crave so much.  I did my best to fuck her, but nothing makes me cum harder or quicker than knowing that she had just enjoyed another cock.  She reminded me of it continuously...proud of again being my secret slut.

We know it's a hot night when she cums two or three times during or in the aftermath. She not only came with me right after our friends left us, but first thing in the morning she wanted more!  She still loves my cock and what I do to her, but she told me again how she was the luckiest woman in the world.  This is one sexy lady and I'm proud to share her...but it's even better when her own lust takes over and she finds another man that makes her want more!  Based on the texts afterward, I'm quite sure she will be enjoying his cock again soon...both with and without me there!  The next thing we need is pictures.  Rest assured that I will be sharing some pictures in the very near future!

She Takes another Lover - Sloppy Seconds for Me

We made a new friend recently, a man who enjoys playing with couples.  After we met him for drinks and had a nice evening, he took my lady out for lunch.  It is always great when a guy is really into my lady...and this guy's a real breast man.  So her 36G's pretty much possessed him from first glimpse. I'm sure many of you in the cuckold lifestyle have learned that often the best playmates for our women don't turn out to be the best looking...often it's not animal attraction but getting comfortable that leads to great sex.  In our case, it's always the lady's choice, and this tim she soon agreed to spend an evening with him.  So, we met him for a night of dinner, drinking, flirting, and gambling.

She dressed beautifully for him and me.  She wore a very tight, very short dress, so those tits were on full display and her legs were right there for his wandering eyes and hands as well.  I got the joy of watching them all night...his hands on her ass, kissing, her hands on his arms and shoulders, his eyes riveted to that cleavage and the nipples that occasionally peeked out.

That part alone is enough to drive me crazy.  We had a lot of fun, but all I could think about as the night went on was that she was definitely going to fuck him.  And she did...

We got to his room and she changed into a beautiful black teddy.  It didn't take long for him to pounce on those amazing breasts.  We both feasted on them as a matter of fact.  I love giving her that...two mouths on her nipples.  He took charge...the way I prefer for a man to do...and he found her clit and her swollen pussy.  As he fingered her and warmed her up...I just cradled her and kissed her.  She chose not to let me have any more of her breasts or to touch her pussy...I had to wait and be teased.  She knows what I love.

She reached for his cock...he was standing by the by now.  He was thick and hard and she did what she is so damn good at.  She pumped his cock and licked and sucked while I watched.  She hung her head off the bed so she could take more of it.  She really works a cock...especially when I'm watching.  I tried to touch her ass and breasts...she pushed my hands away.  When I pumped my own cock...she removed my hand from there too.

She sucked him for an impossibly long time...I can't believe he didn't cum.   I would have exploded after much less time.  She finally let me lick her pussy while she sucked his cock.  It's always my understood job to get her ready for a new cock.  I licked and sucked on her beautiful clit.  I heard him moan and I knew he wanted more.

She pulled me away and turned to face him on the side of the bed...legs spread.  He still resisted...I knew he wanted to fuck her, but instead he fell onto her pussy with his mouth as well.  He really probed her...lifting her legs and spreading them so he could get deeper. It was beautiful to watch.  She wouldn't let me suck or touch her breasts...her nipples were hard and she was ready.

After licking her and getting her even wetter and more ready...he laid back so she could suck him deep.   As she was climbing on top to suck him deeper and tit fuck him...I couldn't resist.  I caressed her ass and rubbed my cock on her...kind of forgetting for a moment who was supposed to fuck her first.  She was in charge though...she pushed me away.  Her pussy must have been aching for it by then...but she knew I wanted to feel her pussy only after he had stretched it out.  So she mounted him.  It was beautiful to watch...she took that thick cock so easily and I could hear her wetness.  The most beautiful sound I know.

She rode him for a while...her huge tits hanging in his face.  After a while...and hearing him moan and talk, I know he was getting close...she climbed off and without a word, they both knew what was coming.  How do they always know that she likes it from behind.  She loves it on all fours and I just don't give it to her enough that way.  But the bulls who fuck her...they always seem to know...he grabbed her hips and embedded his cock into her.  God, he squeezed those hips firmly and drove it in...she moaned softly...but her hips were rocking and pumping...she wanted more and she knew he'd give her his cum soon.  It was amazing to watch as they rhythm got better...he told us he was going to cum and he pulled her onto his cock and unloaded into her.

He obviously stayed hard though because he was still driving it into my girl...the sounds, my god..her pussy was getting pounded and it was dripping!  Just the thing a cuckold dreams of!  After he finally pulled out...she stayed on all fours and I wondered....would she tell me to eat her and clean it up?  Or would I get to enjoy that stretched out pussy.  She kept her ass perched up in the air...and got behind her.  It was obvious what she wanted.  I rubbed my cock up and down her dripping and swollen pussy...I wanted to resist, but when it's like that...a man doesn't have a choice.  Her pussy just pulled me in...I slipped it in and felt that incredible feeling a cuckold lives for.  She was so swollen and spread open....I literally couldn't feel the walls of her pussy as I slipped in and out.  That load of cum was lubricating her for me...and I was in heaven.

I never last long when fucking her.  It just doesn't seem possible.  But this time, it wasn't the friction but the excitement and satisfaction.  I drove it into her as best I could, but all i could think was how good it was to finally get the sloppy seconds again.  It's only the second time she's had back to back loads of cum pumped into her...but I hope it happens a lot more often from here on!  Again, a special feeling that a cuckold knows and loves.  I love my lady and I have never been more thankful for her cuckolding me!

When She Owns Your Cock...She Can Do With It What She Pleases

 Well, not only is my lady about to take a new lover...maybe two.  But our relationship just keeps getting hotter and we discover things that make me just want to worship her MORE!  I still love being cuckolded by her...though we remain picky and it isn't easy to find great playmates.

These pics show some of our latest play...she loves slapping my balls.  And I can't believe how much I love it when she does.  She slaps them hard...and my cock just throbs harder.  In these pics she had me put my cock ring on first, but it doesn't matter...it's always incredible!

Those of you who haven't tried it..it's amazingly erotic to have her grab them...caress and then slap!  Squeeze a little...stroke...and then slap again.  The anticipation alone makes me throb.  She put my hand on my cock so I could feel how hard my cock gets...even involuntarily while she slaps them.  All the while she alternates with stroking my hard cock and pumping it to get me closer and closer to cumming.  I have to get her to stop or I'll explode.  She loves keeping me on the edge...and I have to say that this cuckold likes nothing more than being on the edge with her calling the shots...deciding if and when I'll cum!

And the things we talk about while she does it!  Mainly I'm just begging her to never stop.  It stings...it burns....but I just keep begging for more.  I love making my woman feel the princess she is.  Not only does shoe own my cock, I want to make sure she knows how much I need her to own it and control it.

It may not sound like heaven to have a woman that fucks whomever she wants without allowing me to fuck anyone else or who squeezes and slaps my balls whenever she wants.  But our sex life has never been better.  She loves my attention on her clit and those amazing breasts...almost always cumming under my caresses or on my cock.  And yes, I still cum...WAY too fast.  But I just can't help it...she's the perfect love and she knows how to take me to the next level every time!

She's coming home now...and has promised me that my balls will get slapped good tonight.  I'll get more pics.  I even have video if anyone wants to get in touch..maybe we can share that!  I will again start sharing our stories...we will play with a single guy this weekend.  She may have her first black lover soon.  And we are also meeting some new couples.  Things are getting hot again...well...even hotter I guess I should say!  I will share and I'd love to hear from any of you about how you like hearing our tales!

Back to our Blog

Hi there.  Not that we have a regular following, but we've had a few more visitors of late.  It's time to catch up on our latest adventures...still happy, still a cuckold couple, and still discovering better and better sex. My lady just has this way of taking command of our sex life...I'll write some details about how she just seems to know what I want and what I need.  I'll also post a few pictures of some of our recent play. I've never been happier sexually...and yet I'm a cuckold who loves to have his cock locked up in a cage and denied orgasms or to have his balls and cock slapped!  I'll post some details shortly.

Thanks for reading!

She's on the Back of a Harley

A long time fantasy of mine is for my lady to go for a ride on the back of a Harley with another man. We have a sort of regular friend who has a bike...we've tried a few times to hook her up, but so far weather and work have conspired to deny us.  This time it worked.  Right now, she is out on a date with him on the back of his Harley. She's not really a biker girl...that's part of the thrill.  But tonight she has on her very tight and revealing Harley shirt that we bought for her to wear to a theme party at a swinger's club.  She looks amazing.  She showed me on webcam via Skype a little while ago.  You see, I am in South America for my job.  So, she was feeling a little naughty...wanted some company...and decided to track down our playmate to see if he was up for  it.  Well, of course he was.

She's wearing very tight capri jeans and a gorgeous pink scoop neck harley t-shirt.  Half her tits are just thrust up there for everyone to see.  I was hard just looking...

She texted me just now...feels like a bad girl.  She's at biker night at a bar and is getting lots of looks.  She loves the attention...and that's just perfect for a cuckold!  It's hard to explain the thrill if you aren't a cuckold...but it's kind of like jealousy, but it's got pride and delicious sexual denial all mixed up in in it.  When your woman understands it...when you really communicate about the cuckold fantasy..it is the most intense erotic feeling I've ever had.  To see her enjoying a cock....making out..having her tits sucked...and to picture her on the back of that bike.

If any of you readers are playing with the idea...and you want your woman to consider it...it will take lots of communication  and preparation, but if she wants to be worshipped...she'll love it.  I've never worshipped her as much as I do now!

I'll post more after I hear what happened!!

Big is Good, Bi is Good, What about Black?

She's had a good bit of cock now. We were talking the other day...she's now fucked around 8 guys since we started swinging. And maybe she's sucked or come close with another 3 or 4. She has had at least one cock that we'd describe as really "big". She's also had a couple of others that are much thicker than average, but not long. She has admitted that she likes them big...no surprise I guess. But music to this cuckold's ears. There are a couple of guys that I think she'd stop what she was doing to go fuck them if the offer came. I love that about her.

I have guided cocks into her, licked them clean after they've fucked her, and I've watched them cum down her throat. She definitely enjoys that I'm bi for her men...loves to see me give oral. She knows I recognize when a guy has a great cock and she likes to talk about it with me. Maybe get me to admit that a guy is hung big or that he has this amazing cock or whatever. But I have to say, there is nothing hotter than when she just admits to me that she wants a particular guy's cock or needs some particular kind of fucking...craves an MMF or just to have two guys sucking on her tits. It's when you've gotten your woman to this point that a cuckold can really feel satisfied!!

As for black cock..she still hasn't had any. We talk about it all the time. She's met a couple of black guys for drinks. She likes the idea and is definitely open to it. But it just has to work out for her schedule and he has to understand how to treat a lady. For me...like most cuckolds I guess..it's a huge fantasy and I really do want to see her fully satisfied. I'm hoping this is the summer..i've got a couple of black guys lined up as possible candidates...

My Girl Taking Charge

Here's another long overdue photo and post. When she started fucking this guy, it was because I was out of town and she was very horny...rather than just miss me. She did something about it...she called me and told me she was going to meet this guy that had been sort of courting her.

She even did me the honor of having me on the phone once they got naked. She had been texting me about making out with him..how hard he was..and when he lifted up her dress and started licking her pussy...I was in heaven reading the texts and anticipating. As many of you know, the anticipation of a cuckold is so sweet, it's hard to even describe.

At this point, I hadn't met the guy and hadn't discovered his cock or how much he cums. But she told me all about it as he pulled out and sprayed cum all over her ass, back, and pussy. She said it even got into her hair.

I would say her transition to being my slut wife was complete with this bull. She gave into her needs and really enjoyed. She didn't even think he was really good looking..it was his cock she liked. And she knew that she could have it whenever she wanted. A few weeks after this, she got us together for a threesome and things with him got even hotter.

My Girl is Cuckolding me Better than Ever!

Well, it's been way too long since I posted...lost passwords and all sorts of things. But we have been playing more than ever...and I'm happier than ever with being her cuckold. In this pic, you can see our latest friend man handling her tits as he fucks her. His is the first other cock she has come on since we've been together. I was there to help her through it...amazing.

She really is becoming my cuckoldress as she relaxed enough to truly enjoy his cock and both of our attentions.

He is one of the most dominant guys that we have played with. She likes that and she's certainly enjoying the effect it has on me when they fuck!

It's the Little Things about Sharing Her...

We haven’t invested much time in organizing our BLOG or dressing it up to look nice. So far we’ve recounted a few of our experiences in fair detail, and we will continue to do that (if we’re lucky enough to have some more hot encounters). But I also want to share some of the thoughts and feelings behind these sharing, swinging, and cuckold experiences. Perhaps some of this will prompt some comments or emails that will get a real dialogue going.

I found myself reflecting recently on some of the simpler sexy things that Kim and I have experienced in these last few months. For instance, last weekend we had a pretty mellow night at our favorite lifestyle club. By that I mean, there was no fucking and not even any oral sex. However, my lady didn’t disappoint. She looked amazing in an understated but incredibly hot outfit. She felt great about herself and that prompted a really fun outgoing and flirtatious attitude. We were both pretty horny, but alas the good social time won out over the hot sex.

However, she still drove me crazy and it’s been hard to shake some of the images from my head. I’m sure some of you agree, watching your lady flirt and tease and make out with another man is almost as hot as seeing her have sex. She spent a lot of the time outside on the patio hanging out with some friends, among whom are a couple that we’ve played with a bit over the last few months. We are both very comfortable around them; we all know and respect each other’s “rules” and there’s a healthy attraction. Both the woman and the man are really into Kim, so I love to see their reactions to her sexy outfits There is always a lot of flirting, even if we don’t end up getting naked or whatever.

The last time we saw them at the club we had a pretty hot time…Kim sucked a lot of cock and enjoyed a lot of attention from both of them. To be frank, she really enjoys Bill’s cock. He’s a big guy and his cock is…proportional shall we say. They haven’t had sex yet, but that’s more because of Bill and Rita’s rules than ours. I have enjoyed hearing Kim talk about his cock, tease me with various little stories, since the first time we played a little with them.

Last Saturday night, we sat around drinking together and I made sure Kim was very comfortable and relaxed and well aware she could play as much as she liked. As I said, we were having so much fun talking and drinking that we never even got a chance to get a room. But in those few hours of chit chat and flirting I saw my lady completely relaxed and comfortable and empowered in her sexuality. She sat with Bill most of the night. He just adores her and since his wife also adores Kim and is totally comfortable, his hands and lips and eyes are always on my girl. They kissed several times and did the usual amount of flirting. Since my lady has gotten so comfortable though, I found her even more irresistible as she pushed the envelope with Bill in public right in front of me.

Is it just me, or is seeing your lady’s hand on another man’s bulge or his naked cock just about the hottest thing in the universe? Well, there she sat…across the table from me with her hand comfortable on his big bulge. Others could see and enjoy, but she was performing for me and loving every minute. They would lean in and talk intimately some, kiss a little, and her eyes would always find me to see if I noticed and if I was enjoying! I noticed and I WAS definitely enjoying. She has this naughty smile...and those eyes just dance when she’s teasing me like that. Her hand stroking back and forth on that big cock…mouthing to me about how hard Bill is! God, I was in heaven.

This went on for several hours. I took care of her drink and we did some kissing and talking as well. She was telling me the things they were talking about, which was making me even hotter. They were talking about what he wanted to do with her…how much he had enjoyed the last time we were together. He told her that he really wanted to cum in her mouth…and she said, “OK, that can easily be arranged!” He asked if I minded that he was so into her…that she was so into his cock…whether I minded her sucking him or would mind if he fucked her. She told him that I loved seeing her with him and would love to see him fuck her. I loved that she was telling me all this, and I loved thinking after of how hard and hot she must have been making him with this discussion…I mean, it’s a perfect set up for any red blooded man…a hot wife who not only wants to suck and fuck but also has a husband who encourages it!

She loves the attention and the sexual tension that comes with our play time with friends at the club or just about anytime we play. She gives me a huge gift by indulging and sharing my fantasy as we do. But I can also tell she’s enjoying her relatively newfound freedom. The highlight for her almost always involves knowing how hard she made the other guy. And here I was watching her enjoy this big hard cock…while she stared at me and smiled and knew she was driving me nuts.

We will see Bill and Rita again soon at the club. God knows, Kim is hungry to give him a good blowjob. Next time we get ready I’ll get to see my lady dressing with him in mind. He prefers those 38DD’s of her braless, so I’m hoping she shows them off special for him next time. And there again…it’s the anticipation that excites me so much. My amazing lady brings out desires and fantasies I never knew I had…and perhaps best of all, she understands me and celebrates this amazing lifestyle we share. I can’t wait til next time…there will be much more to write.

Sometimes it really is about the little things! The reason I wanted to write this little blog entry is because it’s just about how erotic some of the smaller, simpler aspects of this fantasy and this lifestyle really are. That night, she never got fucked, never gave a blowjob, but my god, did she ever drive me crazy?! And I think that made us both crazy…and THAT is what it’s all about.

Chapter 3 - She Gets Fucked Again and We Both Love It

Our journey has continued. We put a profile on our first real “swingers” site; and it immediately got results. Adding her picture always helps gather interest! We always make it clear that this is about HER. We are open to meeting couples and have enjoyed quite a bit of couples play at our favorite lifestyle club. However, it can be an issue if a couple is looking for a man who will participate with them. My lady has made it clear that she is not comfortable with me playing with another woman, and I have every intention of respecting her wishes in that regard. Besides, my thrill really comes from seeing her pleasured, so it’s easy to play by her rules! One couple attracted our attention pretty quickly. They contacted us and I enjoyed a nice chat online with the woman. We connected immediately…perhaps because we were both good communicators and enthusiastic about getting to know each other.

They are a local couple…fairly experienced in playing with other couples and singles. She is outgoing and interested in both men and women. They obviously have a great sex life. She has nothing but good things to say about her man as a lover; and she enjoys the idea of sharing him. She volunteered early in our communication that she has never really seen her man in a MFM, and the idea of seeing him have both a man and a woman sucking his cock really got her hot. We talked in detail about her guy…and it was really unique to hear the woman bragging about her man’s cock and ability. She said he was really thick…and the pictures confirmed he had a great cock. It didn’t seem like my wife was very focused on that aspect..she always says it’s not about the other guy’s cock really, but I know it really intrigued me to know that he had a big cock and knew how to use it!

We went through a bit of a process of setting expectations and rules, but the communication was easy and encouraging. We were both honest and direct. I told her exactly what to expect from us…namely, a beautiful sexy mature woman who loves sex and a conservative good looking and masculine guy who loves sharing his wife. But I also made it clear that we are looking for a couple who doesn’t require me to play with the lady. She was immediately fine with that…quickly volunteering that her man is enough for her. She is also actively bisexual, so I told her that my lady wasn’t really bi…very focused on men…but she is open to some attention from a lady who takes the lead. This approach to disclosure worked very well…she appreciated the honesty and having the background information that would help make our time together work well.

Soon, she talked with her husband, shared some pictures of my beautiful lady, and replied to me confirming their interest. We were quickly talking of a date on the calendar that worked for our first meeting. She told me that they’d like to have a phone call with my girl to confirm that we are who we say we are…we gave them her phone number and a 15 minute phone call served to relax them and build our enthusiasm as well. We began to talk of planning the specifics of a first meeting…some travel and work schedules to juggle, but we started planning on a hotel meet one evening after work. It was a bit tough to schedule around my work travel and such, but we picked a date to meet them…figuring we’d meet in a hotel bar and have a few hours to play if there was chemistry there.

I got the opportunity to chat online one-on-one with the guy, we’ll call him Alex. He was great…direct, talkative, and also really understood what we were looking for. I got the sense that they had both enjoyed playing with cuckold guys and their wives before. Later I showed the chat to my wife…an interesting feeling in itself. She read how we had chatted in detail about things like me guiding his cock into her, him giving me a cum facial, how we wanted to see both of us sucking his cock. And she also saw how I had told him what a great cock he had. A part of me always gets a bit nervous when I expose my fantasies to her. I suppose it’s silly because she really understands my fantasies. She has been nothing but supportive…and hot as hell throughout this whole exploration. She immediately told me the chat was really hot…she liked all of it. And there was nothing new there…but this guy just knew how to pull out my cuckold fantasies; there was no hiding that with my girl.

Well, we ended up having to postpone our first meeting due to travel and personal conflicts, but I guess fate was at work. Just after my girl and I had been discussing whether we could meet them one afternoon during the day…I got a text message inviting us to join them at a hotel the next afternoon. We laughed about the coincidence and basically accepted immediately. Again, my mind raced with the anticipation. I knew that we had a good general connection with this couple. I was confident that it would work and we would hit it off. But it’s so new to us…just showing up in a hotel room and jumping into bed. So, as the day went on and our date grew near…we both got a little nervous. I suggested a quick lunch and a nice bottle of New Zealand Sauvignon Blanc…it was very relaxing and we both confirmed that we wanted to go through with it. It was really unlikely that they were anything other than what they said…we had every reason to believe that my wife would be enjoying a nice big cock and a lot of attention from his wife and from me.

So we arrived at the hotel and walked up to the door…laughing about how out-of-character this was. But that didn’t stop us from knocking on the door. They were so nice and disarming immediately. We’ll call her Beth. Beth and Alex were great…flirty but respectful. She was about half dressed but Alex was fully dressed. They had been playing a little, but none of us really needed much encouragement to heighten the mood. My wife and I hadn’t been able to keep our hands off each other either. We came in and sat down on a couch….sipping wine and making chit chat. Beth really did take the lead to get the conversation going. But Alex was not shy…some gentle touching of my wife’s legs moved things along nicely. He asked politely if he could kiss her. She welcomed that and smiled as he leaned in to kiss her. She was dressed very casually…not too sexy, but then again with her body, one can’t help but notice those amazing curves. And her blue blouse did highlight those spectacular blue eyes. It is always a thrill to hear others give her the same praise I do…to gush over her eyes, her skin, and to be simply blow away by those amazing breasts and perfect little ass. Maybe it’s a special cuckold privilege to get such a charge from seeing your lady put on a pedestal, but I was enjoying their attentions to her instantly. She surprised me a bit by volunteering to slip into something more comfortable. She hates being social in her “work clothes”, so it hadn’t been hard to convince her to bring along a sexy little red teddy. She got up and went into the bathroom to change.

Alex and Beth were as excited as I was. They couldn’t keep their hands off each other as we waited the short few minutes for her to change. Alex sat next to me on the couch while Bet took out his cock. This was obviously my first opportunity to see his cock…suffice to say I was impressed. My jaw probably literally dropped. He was very hard and very thick. This was truly a big cock. My anticipation was certainly heightened, but again, they were so respectful and he quickly put his cock away after a short little blowjob before my wife came back into the room. I knew what is in store for her, but she really had no idea yet.

She walked back in wearing that red teddy…and it was quite an entrance. No one wasted any time in complimenting her body…her breasts are truly perfect in that teddy. They defy gravity like few mothers of 3 can boast…hell, hardly any woman of any age with breasts like that can demonstrate such perfect shape. As if on cue, my baby took center stage in front of the couch, standing while she was touched, caressed, and embraced. Alex didn’t really ask permission, but she obviously encouraged his hands to explore her breasts. Beth made sure it was OK for her to explore them as well. My girl had six hands exploring her…my face must have been glowing with excitement because she smiled big as she gazed right into my eyes. Alex took control, kissing her and letting his hands explore. But I just had to stand up and kiss her and let her feel my hard cock pressed against her. Now this teddy comes to just below her ass…her ass, legs, and pussy are readily available. Alex moved around behind her and was really kissing and exploring her neck as his hands worked her perfect ass. I kissed her lips and enjoyed her moans and soft words as she succumbed to the attention.

Then I saw it…my girl was caressing Alex’s bulge while they kissed deeply. She turned to him so she could better touch him. While I can’t necessarily explain it…the running commentary from Beth and Alex about her perfect eyes, her amazing tits, and her smooth skin just fed my fantasy perfectly. I think I was the first to lift one of her breasts from its confines and begin sucking, but as swoon as I took her nipple into my mouth I saw Alex enjoying her other breast. This is when I could hear the urgency in her voice as she uttered her trademark “oh, god”…this girl is transported close to heaven by having both breasts kissed and sucked at the same time. As Beth moved onto her breast as well, I took a seat to watch. Beth had pulled Alex’s pants down at some point..he was kissing and exploring my lady in his boxers. And I noticed instantly when my girl’s sweet French-manicured hand began exploring his amazing bulge. This was probably when she realized for the first time what she was in for…she made sure to make eye contact with me as her hand explored him. I could see pre-cum moistening his boxers as her hand enjoyed his hardness.

As she kissed and gave in to the attention from all sides….I knew she would be sucking his cock soon. We had talked quite a bit…and maybe even bragged…about her cock sucking skills. We told Beth while chatting that she rarely gagged on a big cock…she loves sucking and can usually accommodate a big cock deeply into her mouth. Now when I saw his cock, I had my doubts, but I know Alex must have been starved to put her to the test. I saw my girl mouth the words “Can I suck your cock?”. I throbbed and smiled inside. I think it was Beth who suggested that since it was her first time sucking him maybe I should give her his cock. My wife nodded her head as she looked up at me from her knees with those gorgeous blue eyes!

I was nervous, but everyone in the room knew I wanted to touch him. I reached out and held the biggest cock I’d ever seen in person…it was so thick and hard and had this amazing big round head. It was funny how I was sort of all business…didn’t really stroke or caress or enjoy it, just guided it to my girl’s lips, rubbing it over her face and chin and teasing her with it. She did not disappoint…opening wide and taking it in across those luscious lips of hers. She is incredible at sucking cock and she got right into it this time. She worked it in a bit slower than she does with my smaller one, but it was clear that she wanted to show she could take that big cock deep. No gagging, just some soft moaning and wet sloppy sucking…she took Alex’s cock very deep. We all watched and enjoyed…and again, I’m not sure who suggested it or how it happened, but next thing I knew I was on my knees beside her and she had a big smile on her face.

There it was right there in front of me, big and hard and all eyes were on me. I started with the head of course and couldn’t believe how much I had to stretch my mouth to get around it. My wife seemed so content to watch me work it…I tried to keep the saliva in my mouth to allow it to slide better, but damn that cock was big! Soon, I worked it in deeper and found myself swirling my tongue around…seeking my lady’s tongue and lips. We found each other and kissed around his big head…then both of us sliding down opposite sides of that big shaft. I tried to reach my tongue across the underside of his shaft to her tongue but we couldn’t touch that way. She was stroking him as well and kind of moving his cock back and forth between our mouths. A couple of times she took over and went deep on him…I got an amazing pang of jealousy and envy every time she did that.

Alex suggested we move over to the bed. I watched him dive between his lady’s legs and my wife took the hint and stripped off her teddy and spread her legs. I told her this later and I write the truth here…at that moment her beautiful pussy was the wettest I have ever experienced! Not only had she leaked down onto her thighs and ass a little (that is pretty common), but as soon as my tongue touched her swollen lips an absolute flood of delicious juices flowed out. I literally had to swallow two mouthfuls of her lubrication as she spread her legs and pulled me in. It was pretty much heaven to know she was enjoying this at least as much as I was. After some focused couples time, we moved around and Alex needed some more sucking. I watched my wife dive into his cock with her usual passion. He grabbed her head and proceeded to mouth fuck her pretty good…nothing but soft moans and pleasure noises as she enjoyed that big cock. His wife and I kissed my girl’s body and pampered her as best we could in that position.

Alex pulled her up to kiss him some while I got to the edge of the bed to taste his cock again. Since I first experienced it a few weeks before, that is perhaps the hottest position for me…to be sucking a man’s cock and looking up at them kissing…his hands on her big tits. I really enjoyed sucking him after her when his cock was still wet. He fucked my mouth too, which made me a bit nervous because he was so large, but I managed OK…not quite deep throating him but taking a respectable length of that huge cock. I could tell from her noises that my wife was ready to get fucked. I think it was Beth who asked her if she wanted to get fucked, and she said yes. I encouraged her to start things off, but I told her that I didn’t want to be the first to fuck her. She kissed me as we caressed each other for a while and she said she needed to get fucked; I told her I understood and wanted her to get fucked. She turned to Alex and asked him to “please fuck me”.

I don’t know about every man, but for a cuckold like me, that was one of the most amazing phrases I’d ever heard…my wife asking a man with a much bigger cock than mine to please fuck her! I was as hard as I had been all afternoon as I watched his wife helping him put a condom on that massive hard cock. My lady spread her legs wide and watched as he entered her. It was slow but steady and forceful. I actually couldn’t believe how easily he went in. And the sounds she made...my god, it seemed to be perfect for her. She immediately began a rhythm of moaning and soft exclamation that transcended her usual reaction to cock. After a few seconds, I could see that he was all the way in. He was up on his knees fucking her so that Beth and I could get easy access to her breasts and her lips. I mostly held her and kissed her while she got fucked. After perhaps a minute or two, she turned to Beth and cooed about how amazing he felt and how thick he was. Her voice had a very pleasant breathlessness to it that I have rarely heard. One of the best parts was that Alex totally took control. He wasn’t slamming it into her by any means, but it was a beautiful fucking motion with occasional changes in rhythm that really seemed to satisfy her.

As I have once before, I marveled at this control…sustained long hard strokes into that perfect pussy just aren’t something I can do very long. But this man really fucked her and seemed immune to those incredible little hip movements she does. She was talking softly and constantly. Beth was commenting a lot too about how beautiful she was enjoying her husband’s cock. I’m not sure how long it went on like this…I was stroking my cock, sucking her breasts, and kissing her, but I’m thinking it was probably 10 or 15 minutes of steady fucking. I had been watching carefully to see if she was hurting in any way or needed a break, but his instincts were good and she was steadily climbing into a realm of pleasure that we rarely get to. This is a reason to share my lady like this…she simply loves good fucking and as much as we make amazing love together and I can pleasure her and get her off, I just tend to lose control too quickly and cum, losing my hard on and at the very least breaking the momentum. But this guy stayed rock hard and kept exploring the depths of her beautiful pussy…and it was clearly working on her.

I was surprised when Alex pulled out and deftly got his condom off so he could pump his cum on her stomach. My wife gasped when he pulled out and came…she was panting and really into the moment, as was I. He shot a nice load of cum onto her, but then Beth looked right at my girl and said “stay right where you are”. My girl reached down and scooped up some of his cum on her finger and fed it to me. God, I loved that; he tasted great and I actually wanted more, but there was obviously more fucking to come. Beth put another condom on his still rock hard cock and he slipped it right back in. Beth told her, now you can really get fucked! And she did too…he scooped up her thighs and pulled her closer as he banged her like I’ve never seen her get fucked before. She gasped and moaned and her volume escalated with the intensity. Every other word was “oh god” or “oh fuck”. She kept telling Alex and his wife how good it felt. She was in heaven and didn’t care who knew it. Beth and I enjoyed it as her big tits rocked and bounced with the rhythm. This was a more intense fucking and I just continued to be in awe. His cock was as hard as when he’d started and he just kept going. It was so beautiful to see her truly giving in to this passion with a man she’d never met before. Again, every man probably would not enjoy the same feeling, but for a cuckold this was a time to beam with pride and desire for my lady. She had never looked more beautiful.

I think this was a little loner period of steady fucking, probably 15 to 20 minutes. He decided to take a little break so he pulled out and we all enjoyed kissing and touching with our partners. But as my girl was laying there with her legs spread and her well-fucked pussy beautifully parted…Alex wasted no time in going down on her. Again, I was a bit jealous. I really wanted to see and kiss her pussy after he had so expertly fucked her. But she spread he legs and moaned loudly with approval as he began tonguing her. She seemed surprised that he was so good…she was caught off guard…her breath lost and her moans not allowing her to catch it easily. I loved hearing her praise another man’s ability to pleasure her that way. She again enjoyed the attention of both Beth and me as we kissed her and made love to her amazing breasts. I found myself wondering if he would make her cum that way…something that doesn’t happen much with me. But one thing was for sure…she was loving the attention and not holding back.

All this time I had been talking with her, kissing her, and stroking my cock. As Alex took a break from devouring her perfect pussy, she turned her attention to me. She was genuinely thankful…thankful to Alex for fucking her, thankful to Beth for sharing him, and thankful to me for sharing her. She wasted no time in sucking my cock…deepthroating me with ease as she pumped me at the same time. This girl was hungry for my cum and wanted me to know it. I have little choice when she sucks me like this…it was building up and I knew I’d be cumming before I could feel her pussy wrapped around me. God, I exploded in her mouth…not holding back and actually enjoying everyone watching and knowing she was sucking down my cum.

As we took our little break, we got to watch Alex fucking Beth. That was hot in its own right. Beautiful to watch a woman getting fucked like that…and she was so sexy and vocal. I couldn’t believe this guy’s control. I found myself wondering what my wife was thinking while Alex fucked his wife…Did she want more? Was she going to miss that big cock? Etc. Soon, my questions were answered. Beth offered that they had another condom in case she wanted more…and I heard my girl speak up and volunteer…yes, she did. She quickly got up on all fours and pushed that sweet ass up in the air for Alex, making it clear that she wanted him from behind. That really is her favorite position; and this man was perfect for her in that respect. He liked to take control and knew how to take her. I watched as he got up on his knees and pressed his big cock into her. His hands grabbed her hips and took control of her body.

My god, her reaction was heavenly. He was filling her pussy like it had never been filled. I took my position on my knees beside the bed…so I could hold her, kiss her, and watch her amazing breasts as they hung there and swayed with the rhythm of his thrusts. I sucked her hardening nipples and listened as my wife was fucked better than I could ever manage. A few times her took her extra hard, truly ramming his dick into her, and that elicited a sort of yelp from her…a combination of a gasp and squeal. It was what she needed at that moment and quite frankly what she had asked me for many times. I love fucking her like that and we have enjoyed some amazing sex in that position. But this was different…it was raw and hard and intense…and beautiful.

At these moments, I so often forget my fantasies and kinkier desires. I have so many times pleasured myself thinking of lying beneath her and watching that other man’s cock enter her…here was an opportunity that I failed to seize. But she wanted to have two cocks in her so she asked to suck my cock. I gladly started mouth fucking her while Alex was so ably taking care of her beautiful pussy. It gave me an amazing view of her ass as he pleasured her with his huge cock. Her moaning on my cock only made it better to watch and appreciate why she was moaning like that. Again, I marveled at how he could keep up that pace and intensity. But she was obviously glad that he could.

As sex tends to do after a couple of hours, things slowed down and he slipped out of her pussy without ever having cum that second time. We actually had some time to lie on the bed and relax and to touch and talk softly. It was nice to chat a little and enjoy the down time. My girl looked so beautiful…a little tired, her hair a little messy, but so relaxed. We kissed and talked a while longer. Then we got up, got dressed, and started saying our goodbyes. This had been an amazing first meeting…and I think both of us were surprised how intense it was and what a great fit this couple was. We are still so new to this, but we’ve realized how intense the experience can be and we are ready for more. There is this process of letting down one’s guard and opening up to the possibilities…I think we have both started that journey. I love my lady and I see sharing her like this as putting her on a pedestal and making the focus be entirely on her.